Missmurderdmwr's Journals

what is this? Friday?!

Why do I ever bother trying to figure out boys and the stupid things they do? maybe i should become a nun so i won't have to deal with all their shit. but truth of the matter is i still let those boys get to me-no matter how hard i tryy-they still know to get under my skin... =/

sleep in needed

Why is it that the older I get, the more tired I am? When I was younger I stayed up at midnight and woke up at 6 easy! Now, I need a spatula to scrape me off the bed. This is a tragedy!! Weelll,...today is my long day of classes. First I have EDU :( then its ENG. I only like eng cause the professor tends to go off on little tirades about love and death and the word, bittersweet. Its awesome. Also, there is a boy in my class who is hysterical! And he gets my twisted humor. I'm gonna try and make him my new guy best friend. We'll see how that goes. Lmao. Alright, later darlings!! Hope you all have a fantastic day of school/work/life! <3 CMQ~DMWR ;)

back to school, books and pens...

So I've been in school already for like 3 weeks already (total bummer) but now its the high schoolers turn to go to school!! YAY!! Lol. Well I hope everyone who goes to school and is now coming back or if this is your first time around I hope you have a great and successful year filled with much studying,learning and most of all,..fun!!! Have a great year and WELCOME BACK!!

back to school, books and pens...

animal planet is sick!!

Alright so I'm not gonna lie. I got into Animal Planet cause of the hottie David Salmoni. But now I've been watching and watching and its pretty intersting. Right now I'm watching "whale wars" and even if u are not a whale enthusiast or even like whales, you will cry. It is absurd how many innocent whales die for "scientific research". It is disgusting and heartbreaking. There is no reason any innocent animal should be killed. Ever! Research or not!

My Playlist

I made a playlist last nite!

Some songs I would consider romantic, while others are just to get your booty on the dance floor. Either way, its a pretty damn good playlist.

-In no specific order-

Matt Nathanson - Wedding Dress

The Veronicas - 4ever

+44 - When Your Heart Stops Beating

The Coors feat. Bono - When The Stars Go Blue

U2- City Of Blinding Lights

Graham Colton - Always In Love

Finch- What It Is To Burn

Sixpence None The Richer - There She Goes

Dashboard Confessional - Stolen

Goo Goo Dolls- Stay With You

Alexz Johnson - Natural Disaster

Hercules Soundtrack - I Won't Say I'm In Love

The All-American Rejects - I Wanna

Blink-182 - Feeling This

The Used - All That I've Got

Matt Nathanson - Come And Get Higher

Shiny Toy Guns - You Are The One

Starting Line - Bedroom Talk

AFI - Miss Murder

Taking Back Sunday - Error:Operator

3Oh!3- Don't Trust Me

just let me vent

i have been having a hard time lately with letting go.

well, i always had a problem with that. I tend to love things too much andwhen they go away I am utterly distroyed.

Idky-but i keep thinking about my "ex".

Have you ever watched, "Definietly, Maybe?"...well that was kinda our relationship...he was the guy and I was April. Always secretly in love with him and when I finally told him he was in love with someone else and decided it would be bettre if we didn't speak.

Well, the last part isn't completely true. he said if I couldn't handle not being in love with him then maybe we should stop speaking.

I told him I can handle it.

Then the next day or 2 days after that I can't remember, I texted him, we made a few uncomfortable jokes and then he stopped texting back.

NOw, he has a bad memory. He even forgets his mother's b-day!! So I don't know if he forgot to answer or just chose not to.

I don't know.

Sometimes, I just think about him and how seperate we are now. How we won't ever be the same and I feel how it is somehow my fault even though my heart is broken.

I always have a saying, 'break his b4 he breaks urs'...but I got broken first. and i'm still not whole again.

I don't know what to do. I want to call him, just to hear him, see how he has been,...but at the sametime...why should I give into the desire? Like Jason Mraz says, "Remember the telephone lines, well they work in both ways".

I think I may just need to listen to "You and I both"....maybe that will make me feel better....I hope something does.

You got me FREAKED OUT!!!

Alright, so you know how I'm all into finding out what your dreams mean, right?

So! This morning I had a wierd ass dream that a HUGE worm was by my bed side. and then I woke up again with that HUGE ass worm AND a HUGE ass snake. The snake was just w/e but the worm freaked me out for some reason.

Well, I looked up what worms & snakes meant in your dreams (thanks to http://www.dream-analysis.com/dictionary/ ) and they both signify cancer. In both cases they said that if you have this dream once in awhile (This is the first time I ever had a dream like this) that you shouldn't worry about it. But if it is a reoccuring dream that you should probably go to the doctor.

Dreams are so damn interesting. Its ilke, they are sometimes a warning or a want or maybe telling you that something is gonna come true and all that. Its crazy!

....On that note, I keep on having dreams that I'm gonna marry Travis Pastrana....I'm gonna take it as something that will come true! haha!!

I'm vain enough to make this work.

Have you ever noticied how some people get famous, for doing nothing?!

Or atleast they get some type of famous not like Brad Pitt famous but famous enough to get some attention and some followers, i.e. All those scene queen people love so much.

Is it me? Or do other people not get it?

There are some people who will work at a craft til their finger or something else bleeds and they still won't make it huge.

But, then here comes Charlie Youngbuns and does absolutely nothing and gets to the top without breaking sweat.

How does this happen? I tell you how...networking. Thats apparently all it takes.

Charlie Youngbuns knows the President of Imaginary World and there Charlie Youngbuns goes-off into stardom on a unicorn eating rainbow chips.

Moral of the story is,.....everyone should try and meet Charlie Youngbuns.

Two huge events are celebrating their quinceaneras!!!

The two huge and well known summer events that are celebrating their quinceanera's are The Vans Warped Tour and the ESPN X-Games.

Although they seem different they are actually very similar, here's how~:

*They both pwn the souls of the young and old

*Both include epic and extraordinary rock music

*They get that adrenaline pumping no matter who you are

*Both are outdoors-[most of the events in the X-Games are outdoor]

*Thousands of people attend these events yearly

* And,...they are both turning 15!!!

Some of the well known performers that will be featured at The Warped Tour are:

- 3OH!3 - Senses Fail - low-fi -Madina Lake

-Aiden - Thrice - HIM - Anti-Flag

-NOFX - UnderOath - He Is Legend - Alexisonfire

-Saosin - Valencia - DOA -The Ataris

-Scary Kids Scaring Kids - Less Than Jake - Chiodos -We The Kings

...and MANY more!

And some of the athletes that were invited to the X-Games are:

- Travis Pastrana - Bucky Lasek - Karen Jones -Chad Kagy

- Ronnie Renner - Danny Way - Mimi Knoop -Morgan Wade

- Shaun White - Sandro Dias - Gaby Ponce -Corey Bohan

- Allan Cooke - Pierre-Luc Gagnon - Lea Taylor -Simon Tabron

- Matt Buyten - Lyn-z Adams Hawkins - Julie Kindstrand -Mat Rebeaud

...and TONS more!!

These two events are going to balls out crazy,maddness,spectacular, etc! Its gonna be GREAT

I hope that some of you (if not all) are gonna rock out to both events and help them ring in their 15th anniversary/birthday/quinceanera in style! I know I will! ;)

Hope you are enjoying the summer!!

<3 Always,

CassieMurderQueen~DMWR;)

HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY!!